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what am i doing? writing a suicide note..derr…mind you that this is one of the symptoms of my pre-exam syndrome…so don’t take it seriously…
i still can’t believe that the exam is coming in 2 months..shocking..
how fast time goes by..i haven’t started any serious studies yet…and that scares me to death..and that made me feel like i’m committing suicide(by not studying)…and i didn’t notice how time flies that i don’t even remember or notice any achievement this year…

probably i have wasted so much time doing things that i was not supposed to do and basically i can declare 2007 as the most non-productive year in my whole life..but if i make through the exam this year..that will be the greatest achievement in my whole life..hmmm…weird…but i will always remember the happiness, the laughters, the disappointment and the tears that had been shed…

this year has been so strange for me…probably at this age and being at the stage of almost finishing my studies have made me somewhat eager to move on to another phase of my life..just imagine this..i’ve been studying for 7 years after high school…doesn’t that sound yucky??

i feel like earning my own cash, having my own house, buying my own car, decorating my own room, running my own household,feeding my own pet(and my own family of course)…although all these come with huge responsibilities, i think i’m up for it…

and it’s so amazing how we change over time…the way we perceive things and the way we react to a stimulus and even the things we want…they are so different now..
so the saying ‘a year older means a year wiser’ is probably true..

what am i doing still..i should be opening my book and study…yup..that’s what i should be doing..cos regardless of me whining and whinging, time moves on and it’s me who’s left behind…therefore i should end my note here..

p/s: bourne ultimatum is great!! jason bourne is macho..